only 4 days.

i have been having so many crazy emotions going through my head these last weeks. married. seems like such a distant concept sometimes, like i think "i'd like to get married when i grow up" kind of thing.
it's amazing when you realize though, that you want to spend your life with a person. it's so stupid when people say "you really wanna spend your whole life with ONE person?" like as if i'm going to get shipped off to some island never to see anyone or socialize again, only to be rules by some tyranical she-beast. sort of a takes one to know one scenario i guess. like if you've had serious, not idealistic, love you know what all the hype's about.
i couldn't imagine being happier. even the most mundane things kind of take on this extra little luster. like you're the freakin' dynamic duo of taking out the trash. quick! change the channel and keep me covered while i run out for a 6'er and save the world!!!
with only 4 days till the wedding, i'm not sweatin' the act, i'm sweatin' whether people will have fun. whether the stage won't collapse. whether i'll get a single freakin' fried oyster. whether i'll end up getting malaria even though i took the medicine. we're going to belize for the honeymoon. gonna see monkeys and stingrays and mosquitos the size of that crazy new airbus. bigger is not always better.
so i'll shut up now, here's a picture of some beer.